Never invest yourself to vulnarability...(Even if the word doesn't exist)

I have made myself vulnarable.
Then, break away disappointed.
Then, try to cover it.
Then, try to go back
only to return the same and unchanged.

So don't. Never
So that you'll never feel the shame
misery
pain
neglect
betrayal.

Then, you shall never have to wear
the mask of a clown
in the masqurade
while tears drop from behind it

or build that barrier around you
Shutting everyone away.

Never invest.

What do you say when someone asks you, "How's Life?"

I'd say....
Life was usual.... Kevin read us our BM Lit in the most dramatic way...
Life was convincing.... As Liang cuddled up to Azam...(No, they're not gay. I think)
Life was fun... We did funny things like confuse teachers and take pictures...
Life was weird too..... When Norman actually paid attetion to teaching and did his work!
Life.... is unexplainable.

I hate tags...honestly.. I do

Firstly I'd like to make it clear that I am doing this out of pure kasih sayang I have for Island

1) At what age do you wish to marry
>> Marry...who's that?

2) Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket
>>Paris at night

3) What's your favourite thing to do?
>>Zzzzzzz

4) Do you think money can buy happiness?
>> Happiness...absolutely!

5) Do you believe you can survive without money?
>> Nope. Not really. They mug you even if you don't have any.

6) What are you afraid to lose the most?
>> Time

7) If you win $1 million, what will you do?
>> Education and help fund my church

8) How would you describe the person you love?
>> My dad is really handsome, my mom is a sweetheart, my sis and bro are annoying, my grandma ia sporting, my uncle on the......

9) List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you
~She's hot, you're not
~She's smart
~She has good perception of self and others

10) If you have only one wish, what will you wish for?
>> Everyone would know & love Jesus

11) If you could rewind time, would you?
>> Never, I'd spoil it all

12) What's your ambition?
>> To be braver

13) What's your favourite song at the moment?
>> Any random tune I can humm along to

14) If you can teleport once, where would you go?
>> To a seaside in a far away place

15) What do you think is the most important in your life?
>> God

16) If you could undo one mistake in the past, what would it be?
>> I won't tell...

17) If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
>>Not telling...

18) What music have you been listening to recently?
>> I am very random cause I like all genres

19) What is the one thing you cannot do but you wish you could?
>>Talk

My question:
20)Do I like this tagging?
>> No

Want to be missed...

The reason for uploading this picture because someone made some noise about not being in the class picture I posted up under the title ' I miss...'. I am not mentioning any names about who it was or else NORMAN would be furious...Ooooopsss!

You can't imagine

So the holidays were kinda cool and my aunt and my cousins came over.
Today alone... I

• ironed a set of shirt and pants
• ironed a punjabi suits
• ironed 2 sarees ( one which I ironed twice)
• took the kids out to the playground
• took care of them throughout the afternoon

And tonight its just me and the kids.... Don't get me wrong... I am not complaining. All I have to say is... GOD HELP ME!!!

That Crazee Night

I felt like telling her....

You have to show them that you're really not scared
You're playin' with your life, this ain't no truth or dare
They'll kick you, then they beat you,
Then they'll tell you it's fair

But she told me:

Just beat it, beat it

I miss...

Lord, bring the school days back and keep them coming...

My part of the story....

Starting> T'was cool and promising.
Marc's betrayal> Alright....
Car chase> Nice ending
Sappy Romance> GET A ROOM!!!
Action> Not bad for an old man, not bad at all...
Shea Le Bouf> HOT!!! and stylish...
Numerous skulls> Sweet.
The family fighting> Awwwwwwwwww....
The General's Death> COOL
Marc's second betrayal> Classic-ly idiotic!
Aliens> Oh, come on Speilberg, get a life!! Aliens??? What are we, two years old...?
A flying saucer> THAT'S IT!!!Why are flying saucers the only transportation for aliens?

Happy Belated & Early B'day!!!

Angel > 20th May.... Sosej > 19th June
Norma Jean > 1st June
Lala Liang> Forgot lah... Something June... Happy B'day PPL!!!

Went and Returned

I travelled to Johor for a thingy magingy....
We travelled far and wide....
To the Blue Wave Hotel....
To see this dude who broke all rules of fashion and wore full leather... He was quite funny...
The order of events...
The sucky entree...

The other side....(Cousins)
Bored??? Who wouldn't with 5 speeches lasting 20 mins each!!!
The reason we're here.........
Devin got a crew cut!!!!!!!!
Abby Baby!!!

So Shoby and I decided to escape the boredom...We explored the hotel...and saw this fancy shmansy Japanese Garden which leads to a Japanese Restaurant....
We hung out by the Baby Pool...
Checked out the cool toilet... It opens with TWO DOORS!!!
Next morning, Mum and Dad and Josh watched Pingu while waiting for me to get dressed... (Peng Han blushes with PRIDE)
Josh decided to pose...I think he can make a model... (Sssshhh don't tell him I said that)

Then we visited places.... Mom and Dad's abandoned house... They were pretty upset....
Singapore....(We're still on the shores of Johor lah...)
Fishermen....
The school where my late aunt taught... It's a school for blind people...
And the Sultan's Palace.......