In the Corner of Your Spacious Mind...

... you were wondering why you said 'Yes'.

Well, you were hungry. But why didn't you ask the person who you were talking to? What? Won't see them in the near future? Fair enough a deal. Have you not learnt in previous sessions? Oh, brush them aside because that's how fat your heart  is. Oh well, there's hope you would have fun. But, was it? To a certain extent. You want to be heard, and there's no fault in it. You want to spend time, quality time. By what definition makes quality that very quality you claim it should be?

They spoke, you listened. You looked enthusiastic. They did, didn't, did.

You don't know what to make of this you do not understand.

Just sleep and learn not to repeat, not to repel but to retreat. To smile. To accept, because that's what you're great at.

Hey, maybe one day someone might look you in the eye and ask you, "What about you?"

Paint

Have you ever mixed paint together? What a stupid question. Of course you have!

It's fun! In fact I'd love to spend hours just mixing colours and finding new colours. Imagine a huge sheet of paper and a couple of pot of paints by your side. You dab a little red, then a little yellow and voila! Orange!

A little more yellow and you'd get a brighter orange. A little more red and you get a deeper orange.

Conversations are like colours. With the right topics and friends, we mix our conversations to be of beautiful colours. 

When we hardly mix with people, we'd be plain colours. Our knowledge would be limited or we have limited friends.

But when we overdo it, things turn ugly. When too much of paint is added into each other it all turns into a nasty puddle of muddy mush!